Fine I'll Blog Normally
Ok I know I've been guilty of blogging about Hunny all the time but hey what else can one expect. I'm always thinking of her so I can't help it. In case people are wondering, no I'm not having a problem with her! It's just that she's really far away and I miss her so much. Plus she was in Dubai when it was our 5th Year Anniversary and when it was her birthday on the 15th this month so it sucks! Can you imagine that when you're actually seriously wanting to settle down with the girl of your dreams and she 'migrates' to Dubai for a job and your qualifications don't allow you to follow and you can't do anything about it? You can only visit and that's about all you can do to keep the relationship going. Other than that it's just the webcamming. Most of the time is spent waiting for the next form of interaction and days are filled with thinking what could and should have been. When she was still around I called her everyday when she wakes up, I joke with her all the time, I cry on her shoulders, I complain to her about everything, I bring her everywhere I wanna go, I ate everything I felt like with her... In short, I shared my life with her. Now she's away! Very far but she has a purpose so I can't blame her. It's her dream, and everyone is entitled to chase dreams. You just cannot begin to imagine what I'm feeling about this, what I think about Us not meeting. How are we going to endure all the lost time together? I don't know, I just have to try. I LOVE U very very much Siti Nurazlin :(
The times we had were so cool! I want them backkkkkk! I miss U and I can't wait to see U again it hurts. I know I keep saying this everyday until it gets real stale but it's just how I feel. Laughing, complaining, crying, eating, sleeping, waking up, looking at scenery, taking public transport, going to shopping centres, lazing around, grocery shopping, calling on the phone, they will never be the same. I want them back. I need U. Change my life again, for the better. U made me who I am today. U made me patient, less evil, and U made me realise that Loving is easy. U made me nicer in general. Thank U. Life is so beautiful when U're around. I don't want to spend it alone anymore, or with anyone else. Please be with me, grow old with me, spot my first wrinkle, laugh at my age whenever it's my birthday, smear food on my face when U're pretending to be nice and feeding me, get angry at me for stepping on Ur slippers as we're walking, pinch me when I look at other girls. Do everything again! I need it in my life. I need U. I truly miss everything about U. U're one of a kind. Nobody else could have had such an impact on me. Maybe it's because U're like me and U understand me so much it scares me. Come home :( hope U'll get Singapore flights soon.
For now all I can do is sing 'We're gonna get through this'
