Saturday, July 28, 2007
Traumatic ChildhoodThat's the conclusion of my visits.Sorry for disappointing your image of me as a tough and outgoing guy. I guess my past really did come back to haunt me. Now I can't stop worrying about home. Heart check-up in a month. I think my heart rubbed against my ribs or something like that. Unpleasant and painful experience. Throbbing headaches, diarrhoea, vomitting. Thank you ARMY for these wonderful experiences.Don't get me wrong army CAN be fun. It WOULD HAVE BEEN fun if the bloody "gangsters" didnt merge up and ignored the rest of the platoon mates. 1/2 of my platoon is made up of them. Thank you guys for making life easy for us non-gangsters and thank you guys for making the environment really condusive, especially with all your stupid and unecessary fights with the weaker guys.How I wish I could get bunk mates or at least platoon mates like those Timon and Wesley has. Life would have been easier, most definately. Sorry to all whom I've disappointed with this showing of my weaknesses and sorry if I can't live up to your expectations. I hope my plans on getting out of this works. Pray for me. To Yaht, I know what you're going through and I've been there. You should see my Coy man. You're lucky to be in echo. Take care bro and congratulations, you've surpassed me in terms of endurance. You're stronger than you think and I know you can make it. Walk on bro, be strong.
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