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Thursday, June 21, 2007

Call V C®azy

Talked to Hunny about marriage just now. It wasn't the first time but as I sat there at the bench and looked around, I can't help but notice the ever-changing world. There are construction works everywhere nowadays, people are upgrading and soon blocks with lifts that stop every 5-6 floors will be a thing of the past. Speaking of the "thing of the past", the same will happen with my age too. I'm 20 now and soon I'm gonna be big 21. It's all going too fast for me. I just can't leave behind all the fun and move on to adulthood. It is really hard to let go of my youth, and I'm sure those reading this should feel the same too.

While talking about marriage just now I realised that it won't just be pretentious talk anymore. I'm almost into 3½ years with her and I realised that this should be it. I WILL get married to this girl. I'm really growing old faster than I thought. Now I start to appreciate youth more but it's abit too late.

Plus I'm crazy about her more than before so I guess there's no turning back now. This song is for you HUNNY.

I wonder what will happen to our friendship, the four of us. Even without much distractions and living so close to each other doesn't help with the fact that we're drifting apart. Seems like our dependancy on each other is waning. It's really sad. I miss all of us hanging out together like last time, not caring about anything. Just Din, Fiz, Timon and me against the world. I wonder where it went, the bond. I just don't feel complete anymore.

Really miss those times. I sincerely wish we could stay the same forever. I guess it's a dumb wish...
<- We didn't plan to wear black at all. Met Fiz under the block and saw him in black. Met Timon at J.E and he was wearing black. Then we were like, " Skali Din wear white ah, the we cast him aside wahaha". Coincidentally he wore black too when we met at Lucky Plaza. He came from work. I miss you guys man. Let's go Sentosa one last time before I get enlisted.

I just can't seem to sleep. Bothered by a thing or two in my head. Home seems nicer now. Dad isn't making much noise anymore. It's more tranquil than I could ever imagine. Dad I still love you no matter what. I hope you see it.

Last but not least I would like to urge to my fellow friends who are 20, abit older or younger. Appreciate your youth for you will leave this world sooner than you think. Plan ahead too. Don't do things simply because your parents tell you too. See the logic behind it and do it if you firmly believe in it. Get in touch with religion because if all else fails, your faith will never fail you. V would like to thank dear readers for visiting his blog and do tag him more frequently thank you very much. <- V displaying his knowledge of manners.

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